i feel lonely again..

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Dunno why!this weekend i feel lonely.now i have my roomate, but this week he's at his hometown.last nite i got nothing to do..then i call my friend..he invite me to come to his home.then i go, watch tv then today..we both go fishing.huh,really tired.hot and thirsty.but fun.today,my hp not ringing.not because there is no one gimme a call but my ring mode having a problem.sucks!of course it need to be repaired..it need money.i hate it!last week i went for CSA interview.the session sucks with a guy from Australia interview me with Australian slang.i really cannot catch his word.then the simple test i cannot remember eveything.just CCNA basic.but i cannot remember.huh.the chance to get this job is 1/100. but i'm praying and hope i land this job. i like it. i wanna be professional IT guy.and of course the main reason i'm looking for another job is my current company policy.they make a trip to LANGKAWI but all new staffs who no complete one year working cannot join the trip.what a bullshit reason.huh.it make me hate the company.i really love working there but they did it to me.i'm seriously felt that i am not 100% appreciated by the management.i fell useless to the company and of course i'm looking for another job.if they ask me why i goona to resign my job.the answer is simple."BECAUSE THE COMPANY DID NOT ALLOWED ME TO JOIN THE TRIP TO LANGKAWI.I FELT EMBARASSED".