There is no one can help me...

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Yesterday i realize that nobody can solve my problem except me. When i have no money,i will not crying for help from friends or family(but sometimes from my sister),but when my friends need some help from me,i will help them. My biggest problem ever in my life still unsolve...because only me can solve the problem...:(...when i try to get some help from my sister...they are clueless...and try again to get the real story from me...it's enough already...i already hurt a lot..i dont want to get hurt anymore by telling the same old story...i just wanna some help... how to tell my mom..when my sister said that if my mom know about my problem....she maybe faint..and passed away..my tears suddenly drop....i start crying..again...after a year....it happen again...:(

I feel scared....huh...i got nothing to do....'buntu'....i know...it was a biggest mistake telling the 'story'
to my sister...i know if they know my problem since the beginning...they will help me...they will save me....but...i asked some help from a wrong person...my brother...and they do not want to share my burden...i have to take it myself...what a cruel situation.....i'm alone facing the biggest problem as a man...huh:(..i dont know what to do....help...help