this year really sucks

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This year will the time i will hate my job. it is a headache job. but is there any available easy job with good pay for me? lemme know ya! well, it start when i got annual bonus which as expected. a standardized bonus which i think i will never get more even i work harder year by year. actual 2009 was my experiment year becaue 2008 i work really hard & my effort more than 100%. but then i only got 2 months bonus which is standardized bonus and got other people got more. then 2009 i put my effort only 50% and i got 2 months bonus again. so, it still same even i put my effort 200% or 50%. there is nothing different. so why other people can get more? what is the criteria? the best thing is all my team members got 2 months bonus. pheww! i think all of our team members work really hard..from scratch until the end of the project. but i felt like, our effort was not appreciated by the management. The KPI was not really clear.

I think, the 1st person will left will be from my team. because we feel we were not appreciated and the salary was not really good compare to our daily job. huh! and this year i feel like qutting my job. lot of works..not enough team members..there is no time to rest my mind. i got 3 project to implement, 1 project to manage, 1 POC which is really make me worried, a few million to quote. Job distribution is not really well distributed which i think too much on my head.

And today i can't decide what i wan't to do with my project. so i think i should not doing any project anymore..