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on 4th October i feel very useless. i made everyone sad. but there was everyone decision.they want to keep a secret and my bro's+sisters just want to save me. they don't want this thing will destroy my life..my career..my mum's feeling. so far the secret still a secret. i dont until when i have to keep this secret. it is too complicated. at last i gave Johan(my gila2 n gila buddy) a phone call. i asked him to drive my car and send me to Ampang.

Today i got an email fromUS. They review my CV. They ask me either i currently have green card or i need sponsorship. i pray i will land a job as soon as possible. i tried NZ,AUS,UK an US. but i prefer NZ coz my nephew will further his study there by next year. but if i got US job, i still have few friends there:)

Eid will coming soon. but this year..fasting month is very different for me and it will same happen on Eid. i didn't buy new shirt..pants..just got 1 set of Baju Melayu. ohhh...maybe this year will be my last Eid in my mum's house if i can land an overseas job. i feel sick when thinking about this problem...huh! anyway...selamat hari raya dude!