i'm giving up with my life

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Last night after hangout with my 'skype buddies'..to cheer up my feelings...i drive straight to sg besi..to erna's house. she called me few times,and i think i have to go there. i just want to make our relationship still tight just like before.i reached there at 200am. ikmal,her cousin also was there..watching mtv..Opie..her housemate also there. we talked for a while and she always suddenly get sleep.huh!but nevermind,she's my best friend ever. but these few days..always terasa..same with her. but tonite ..when she said that i have to go back to puchong at 5 or 6. i know that rafik will pick her to office tomorrow..i understand...always try to understand..and i always try to be patient..i know that i've cheated her...

I took a nap...coz i'm getting sleep..i cannot drive at all.suddenly she woke me up at 430am ask me to go back to puchong...i feel like 'kena halau' for 2nd time..and this time i think i have to give up woth my life..i'm tired with a life like this...don't worry my dear....i will go away from u soon...just a few months left...i'll try my best to fly to NZ...to get and start my new life there...i'm giving up my brothers...my housemates..my work...i just want you to give me support..but at this stage..the final stage...u let me down....i hope u will always happy with your life...nite...