syukur alhamdulillah!

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Finally...i pass my BCMSN exam huh! syukur sangat-sangat coz my CCNA expired on 3rd December and i choose the right time to sit for BCMSN on 2nd of December.hehhee...and the result is...my CCNA will valid until 2009.WOW! i have three more paper to proceed to CCDP or maybe CCNP...my dream! but the sad thing is,i think i have minor health problem now. these few days, my heart feel weak. few times, i wake up from my sleep because i can't breath smoothl. i noticed this problem when playing futsal. i cannot run like before..run for one hour non stop. but now,after 5 to 10 minutes....i feel something wrong with my heart..i'm not sure why this thing happen..maybe because i always sleeping on the floor,mandi malam..or maybe because my ' critical' life problem. but i think the major cause is probably my life problem...i will go to doctor..to check what happen to me...

After two weeks, i didn't meet erna..last night we met. she bring me 'nasi kenduri'..her bro wedding. i felt that we are not like before. not as close as before. and i try to make myself busy to forget all my problems.huh!everyday i pray,i hope we can back together just like before. i don't want to waste my 6 years with her because of my ignorance.beringatlah sebelum kena kawan...what was happen before...make me more matured...everything kena buat sendiri...not like before..she always beside me...to support me...i'm not sure either she can wat for me or not....got nice person who always try to be her bf...i have no right...it is up to her...but i hope that we will not regret of what will we decide for the next few months...years...now i realize that...what is love...

this morning...i got sms from her...'i demam.mc'. then i reply...late few hours...then i try to call her few minutes ago...then suddenly got guy answering her phone telling me that erna in toilet..huh!she's got fever?i'm not sure...mmm...ahhh...i don't wanna think about this...i want to carry on my life....built my future...and maybe go overseas..get new life....okie...i got tender to finish by tomorrow..see u later k