a beautiful saturday

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Hoping for a beautiful Saturday but ...yeah,i was a bad person..a very bad person...i am selfish..i am ego person...i never think about others...thats me. but Allah know who i am..what in my mind...what in my heart...it is ok...i never sacrifice what i'm holding now for a better future rite?am i rite?i'm too selfish...oh my god...i'm too selfish...aku takde hati perut...takde perasaan..teruk betul aku ni...:(...mungkin apa yang baik ikhlas dari hati aku dah takde tempat kat kat semua orang...mmmmm...takpe..hanya tuhan yang tahu...ahhhh buat ape nak di-bingungkan....next week dua hari berturut2 aku ada presentation...tengah pening2 camni...terasa gak macam nak terjun lombong....lagipun aku tak reti berenang..kalo lemas...konfirm KO...pastu leh ramai2 layan lagu hujan-bila aku sudah tiada..kan kan...arghhhh merapu mrapik dah aku ari nehhh....

Lapar...lapar...lapar......but i just left RM10 in my wallet....i have to save it...for Monday and Tuesday before i can get my mid month claim.maybe...i can go for a sleep or maybe i can cook maggi....yeah..this is life...when u don't have enough money...u will feel terrible...it's okie...dah ketentuan tuhan aku tak cukup duit....redha je lah...aku bersyukur dgn ape yang aku ada stakat hari ni..aku tak pernah nak merungut...tak pernah rasa nak mengungkit...especially dkat kawan2 yang penah pinjam duit aku..a few ringgit or maybe a few hundred ringgit...alah..kalo diorg bayar...kire rezeki aku lah..kalo diorang tak bayar...kire bukan rezeki aku lah...kalo nak dihitung....aku rasa cecah gak RM1k yang jenis pinjam sikit..since aku study dulu sampai lah aku keje skang...yang pinjam banyak pun ada...tapi aku dah tak baper ingat sape yang pinjam...takper...hidup ini kan tuhan yang punya...:)...

have a beautiful weekend my reader.....go shopping...movies....fishing...and rest your mind...